掩飾了一切
為了友情
犧牲自己
可能你會覺得
我在敷衍
敷衍這段友情
你喜歡這麼想
我也沒辦法 :)
What i really want?
Recently,in a blur case.
everytime started to Figuring out.
Who am i actually?
What do i want?
Who need me in this world?
Who are my true friend actually?
THIS QUESTIONS comes with NO ANSWERS!
I started to lose confidence towards myself.
Today "me" is not the "me" in the past
from Optimistric and Joyful
turns to Sorrow and Pain
with THOUSAND questions in my mind
thanks to the realistic world that changed me
and thanks to all the experiences in my life
Used to have lots of frienda around me
when looks back at the testimonials wrote by them
and the photo album
lots of joy and fun
comes with plenty of ssweet memories
really thanks to you all.
but those,is just a sweet memory in the depth of my mind now
the sweet memory is starting to fade away
Maybe i should let it off
that something i can't hold any longer
if keep it on to hold it,i am only suffering myself
started to feel that my relationship
with all my friends around me is worse.
Suddenly,i don't know which is the real of you.
Suddenly,you just always wear a mask infront me.
Suddenly,you are in my black list.
Suddenly,i feel that i can't trust you anymore.
Suddenly....
Now, i am nothing without you
I can't do anything about it
Knowning that i must erase you from my world.
Makes my life harder...
